It is pitch black.
It had always been.
She had been in love with the Darkness,she was in love with the never ending , omnipresent nature of it. Now, for the first time,she was truly frightened of it. Where does it begin,where does it end?
She was Lost,her inner compass had gone haywire.
She didn't know where to turn. Was this Darkness an enclosed space? Was it why she was mapping out her own loneliness,clawing at the dark walls for a way out?
Why is the world constant when she is changing?
She feels the currents around her,but she has no direction. She lets the currents wash her ashore. Was she supposed to feel her way through to find a path she would have strength to stand tall?
Her only sense of self was left in the pain that was anchoring her sanity.
How was she supposed to let that go when she couldn't remember herself without it?
What was the world like outside?
Are the winds changing?Why is the world constant when she is changing?
She feels the currents around her,but she has no direction. She lets the currents wash her ashore. Was she supposed to feel her way through to find a path she would have strength to stand tall?
Her only sense of self was left in the pain that was anchoring her sanity.
How was she supposed to let that go when she couldn't remember herself without it?
It has deapth and a feel to it... just like the color of the darkness...
ReplyDeleteinteresting...
Darkness along with fear, also brings a sense of calmness. This quite and unanswering Darkness is addictive and makes one feel a sense of belonging with it.
ReplyDeleteNicely written Aashu
typicaly you in your writing
I wasn talkin abt darkness :p but then again,this post is haywire and there is no clear line of thought,so i cant blame you. I left this post in the raw version-coz it brings out the disorientated,trapped and confused state of mind. Like a tornado has gone through it and left everythin in a mess and the person/wiser self doesn know what to start fixing,what needs more help. But i like interpretations,so bring it on. :D
ReplyDeleteHmmm... Pandora's Box eh??
ReplyDeleteAlways reminds me of that Indiana Jones Movie...
I dunno what you meant exactly by it... but from what little I can decipher, it's about how you hate something and yet can't let go of it coz that's the very thing that keeps you alive, awake... You form a perception of the things around you, mostly accurate, but you don't want changes in them...
Too much philosophical shit... I need a drink... :P