Eowyn

"What do you fear, my lady?"

"A cage. To stay behind bars until use and old age accept them and all chance of valor has gone beyond recall or desire."

I understand that too well :D I fear am already in one though.

Me fav sequence :D The real folk blues

Faye : Where are you goin'? Why are you goin'?

Spike :...........

Faye : you told me once to forget the past. That it didn't matter. But you are the one still tied to the past Spike!

Spike :Look at these eyes,Faye.One of them is a fake,because I lost it in an accident. Since then, I have seen the past in one eye, and the present in the other. I thought I saw patches of reality,never the whole picture..

Faye : Don't tell me the things like that. You have never told me about your past so don't tell me now.

Spike :I thought I was I watching a dream that I could never wake from. Before I knew it, the dream was over..

Faye : My memory...returned. But,nothing good came of it...there was no place I could return to. This was the only place I could go....and now,you are leaving,just like that!

Why do you have to go? Where are you going? What are you going to do...just throw your life away like it was nothing?

Spike : I am not going there to die...I am going to find out if I am really alive,I have to do this,Faye.

(Spike walks away)

(Faye points the gun at his back...but then she raises it up and fires shots into the air)

(Spike walks away)

~me and Amy agreed we relate to fay here the best :D and is one of our fav sequences in bebop,second only to Ballad of Fallen Angels ~

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Your time moves in such a gentle,unhurried pace,

it touches like the soothing ebb and flow of a tide,

bring back things that I had once lost.

Your time blows like wind by the sea shore,

the one that holds a distinct flavor,

blows with vigor and yet gently caresses the cheek.

Your time calms with its timelessness,

like the foam of the ocean that washes the feet,

pleasant and healing.

Your time has been a precious gift,

moving like a dream that doesn't intend to end,

moving at different pace than the outside world.

This time is what I want to savour,

however,little it is,

drink this till the last drop

and see whether am still insatiable.

Untitled :D

If my own feelings were a disillusion,

an Achilles heel in my armor,

who would betray my own self,

I would have chosen my hate over my love.

The blood from this betrayal would seep and soak the ground,

it will enamor its flavor onto the earth,

and this ground will reek of malice.

Love will bring life to this clay doll I have now become?

I am certain anger would suffice.

~O~

A memento for one of my fav movies : MEMENTO

Quotes by Leornard Shelby: (Guy Pearce; he did brilliant in this movie <3)

1) Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts. [couldn't have put it better myself]

2)I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there? … Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different … now … where was I? [nice end. A moment of self knowledge and self realisation..and that memory wiped clean once again. Really,are we so sure that this guy is different from us?]

3) I don't even know how long she's been gone. It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here … because she's gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow, I know she's never gonna come back to bed. If I could just … reach over and touch … her side of the bed, I would know that it was cold, but I can't. I know I can't have her back … but I don't want to wake up in the morning, thinking she's still here. I lie here not knowing … how long I've been alone. So how … how can I heal? How am I supposed to heal if I can't … feel time? [ this line hits me whenever it comes in the movie..the lines are painful on paper themselves.]

4) There are things you know for sure.I know what that's going to sound like when I knock on it. I know that's what going to feel like when I pick it up. See? Certainties. It's the kind of memory that you take for granted. [Touche']

"So you lie to yourself to be happy. There's nothing wrong with that. We all do it."-Teddy Gammell.

Leonard Shelby: I don't think they'd let someone like me carry a gun.

Teddy: I f---ing hope not. [ me : lmao]

Ballad of the Undead

Revive me from the dead,

I'm searching for the strength to get up from this paralysis.

Don't tell me this search is futile,

that I am nothing but an empty corpse,

that once this dagger had struck,

my recesses have left me in this lurch.

Will I be able to get up,

from the ashes of my vicious will?

Do I have to haunt the night,

to experience the sad joy of being alive?

This cold emptiness would drive me insane.

Oh, won't you give me a reason?

Dig up these graves and open this coffin,

give me a purpose for the midnight prowl.

Don't tell me it is futile,

that this search is endless,

that I am nothing but a shell.

Let me lie to myself,

that I am still alive.

That I am still breathing.

That I have something to hold onto.

That I can get up from this slumber,

and awaken into my life.